Disclaimer: this post is total catharsis.
I’m very uninspired lately. I’m bored with my blog, my drafts are looking at me begging for love but I just don’t have it right now.
Whenever I get like this I want to escape the internet for awhile. Ha, escape the internet…when I’m the one actively engaging with it.
Not sure why I make such a big fuss about having a social media account, I always debate whether I want to have it or not. Facebook is really boring and I compulsively check out, I feel the inspiration draining with each scroll. I don’t stay on for long, though, so I question whether I need or want it.
The uninspired funk goes further, I’m even debating whether I want to continue this blog.
There are things I want to write about but they don’t fit here, on the Mama Equis blog. Like at all. And I’m not sure where I want to take this blog. Well, I have some ideas but I’m struggling with transition. Adaptable as I may be, smooth transitions aren’t always my thing.
So, maybe that’s where the rut is actually holding me. I’m kind of scared of taking a leap and changing my routine. As exciting as it sounds in my daydreams, reality is a place of inertia.
Maybe the devil is just trying to hold me from realizing my potential…that’s pretty much the story of my life. That’s the story of history.
I need to do some mental detoxing and simultaneously do some God-searching, I know I know. I know the solution, I do. I’m just dealing with the emotions first. Right now the inspiration to get moving is so low because I’m exhausted.
Guess I should take some of my advice, and get some rest.
Do you have some cheese for my whine?