Wow, my first Mothers Day!
Numbness made it easy for me to talk myself into doing stupid things or to talk myself out of doing really awesome things. I was doing things and saying things that were contradictory to my emotional truth because I couldn't feel. The beat of my heart was too quiet against the loud traffic of my thoughts.
"Trust the process," is easy to say. I always thought it was a cliche encouragement. You know, just get through this right now and you'll reach the light at the end of the tunnel...eventually. The light at the end of the tunnel is never as motivational as it should be. That's why I ignored people … Continue reading Trust the Process
Creativity is about flexing the muscles of our own soul.
I'm a single mom and I never wanted to be.
I feel things shifting in my life and it's clearly time for change. I lamented about my boredom and exhaustion with my writing. And today, I feel recharged. Not to write anything particular, haha. I'm recharged because God has been giving me important dreams lately. Last night I received one that has instructed me to … Continue reading Go to Prayer
Disclaimer: this post is total catharsis. I'm very uninspired lately. I'm bored with my blog, my drafts are looking at me begging for love but I just don't have it right now. Whenever I get like this I want to escape the internet for awhile. Ha, escape the internet...when I'm the one actively engaging with … Continue reading Lack of Inspiration